So I suppose things haven't gotten much better since last time I posted. Sorry about the whole -look through the mirror- kind of writing. It's one of those things that come and go. xD

 

Anyways. I haven't seen that guy who still likes me. He doesn't show up at school much anymore for certain reasons. There are a couple of us who srsly don't like him, so I'm really not the only one feels that way. But there's a certain someone who is very skeptical (confused is srsly not the right word) about why we don't like him. Give it up, I just don't like him. That's that, you don't have to be right 100% of the time. Heck, you don't have to be the special one 100% of the time.

I feel horrible, but I didn't vote a certain someone just because his/her advertising committee was pissing me off. "VOTE _____" more than twice a day is really annoying to take. I really did felt like he/she would have done a good job either. But I was rather disappointed with most of the results, anyways.

 

Man-hunting? Meh, it's not like I care enough to make much of an effort. xD There have been a couple guys I thought about who I probably wouldn't ever have thought about before, but I'm sure nothing is going to happen. Despite what others and I assume about him.

And I'm seriously not a whore. I don't bang other guys every 2 days >_> I'm just trying to live high school as something more than just work. And since I'm still kinda mad/annoyed at a couple of people, it limits who I want to talk to. D; 

 

I've been going through my old yearbooks and stuff and I definitely want to know what would have happened to me if I went to MDHS instead. I'm really glad that I came here instead, for the friends I've made and the friends I left (Well, only to some of them), but I wonder if I'd still be the quiet loner kid I was back at Berczy. Really. I didn't have the guts to talk to anyone at all. But I'm really glad that the group from back then I have now are still friends. They're the best.

I'm such a nostalgic freak. xD I've been going through old drawings (that I really need to burn D; ) and old music, because for some reason, I have engraved memories from these old songs that I can remember again when I listen to them. Things like reading certain books, or watching a certain anime or singing with some people. I think my Giftedness comes from having these random skills that will never come in handy, because I really don't feel gifted otherwise.

 

And pas usual, I'm supposed to be studying for something, so I'm gonna fly!

 

 

 

Currently listening to: Breathe - Michelle Branch